| October
2, 1996
To Whom This May Interest:
You've probably heard rumors that Van Halen
and I will not be consummating our highly publicized
reunion. And since neither Edward, Alex, nor Michael have
corroborated or denied the gossip, I would like to go on
record with the following: Eddie did it.
It's no secret, nor am I
ashamed of my unabashed rapture at the prospect of
resurrecting the original Van Halen. A "couple of
songs" was all I knew for sure when Edward and I got
together three months ago to write them. At that time, the
band tip-toed around me sprinkling sentiments like,
"this isn't a sure thing, Dave; this doesn't mean
anything long term, Dave; we're still auditioning other
singers, Dave." I was cool. I was happy. I was in the
moment.
The next thing I knew, the
four of us are doing a surprise walk-on at the MTV Awards.
I told Edward at that time that I didn't think it was a
good idea for the band to go to New York half-cocked; and
that I didn't want to imply by our presence that we were
"back" if in fact it was just a quickie for old
time's sake.
Well ain't hindsight always
20/20...Had I asked for something in writing, this
wouldn't have happened. Had I acknowledged the occasional
icy grip in my stomach, maybe this wouldn't have happened.
But I didn't. Like I said--rapture. And, I love these
guys. Do I trust them? That question never entered my
mind.
Then, a series of events last
week led me to discover at about the same time the press
did, that the band, along with their manager, had already
hired another lead singer, possibly as long as three
months ago. I wonder how he felt the night of the MTV
Awards. It certainly explains why on that night Edward
looked as uncomfortable as a man who just signed a deal
with the Devil. I can't think of a reason Edward would lie
to me about being considered for the lead singer when he
had already hired someone, and then let me appear on MTV
under the impression that there was great likelihood that
Van Halen and I were reuniting. As I said, I told him in
no uncertain terms that I didn't want to do the MTV gig as
a band unless we were, in fact, a band.
And so I apologize to my fans
and my supporters, and to MTV. I was an unwitting
participant in this deception. It sickens me that the
"reunion" as seen on MTV was nothing more than a
publicity stunt. If I am guilty of anything, I'm guilty of
denial. I wanted to believe it just as much as anyone
else. Those who know me know that trickery was never my
style.
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