So how big of a prick are you?

[academic punk]

Here's one way to find out:

http://reviews.cnet.com/4520-10779_7-5843439-2.html?tag=btn

[FasterPussycat]

Oops...wrong thread. I thought it was about size of dudes’ cock!!

[diamondsgirl]

[FasterPussycat]

[Cathedral]

For the last year i have been a pretty big prick.
I got my heart handed to me and it sent me into a tail spin that led me to believe that i would never seek the love of another female again.

I shut out every one of my friends, don't talk to my family about personal issues and just wanted to be left alone.

I am slowly coming out of my funk and considering maybe dating again, but don't know how to avoid meeting cold hearted women who only want a shopping spree they don't have to earn.

I had a tendancy to spoil the people close to me and the only one who actually respects me is my daughter. she doesn't go into a hissy fit if i, on a rare occasion, say, "NO" to something she wants.

This is what leads me to believe whole heartedly that behind every man who is a total prick, there is a fucked in the head "BITCH" that made him that way.

[Katydid]

Originally posted by Cathedral
For the last year i have been a pretty big prick.
I got my heart handed to me and it sent me into a tail spin that led me to believe that i would never seek the love of another female again.

I shut out every one of my friends, don't talk to my family about personal issues and just wanted to be left alone.

I am slowly coming out of my funk and considering maybe dating again, but don't know how to avoid meeting cold hearted women who only want a shopping spree they don't have to earn.

I had a tendancy to spoil the people close to me and the only one who actually respects me is my daughter. she doesn't go into a hissy fit if i, on a rare occasion, say, "NO" to something she wants.

This is what leads me to believe whole heartedly that behind every man who is a total prick, there is a fucked in the head "BITCH" that made him that way.

Cathedral I thought you got baptized. You are talking like you already backslidden.

Back to rounding up the F troop again aye?

I still remember you posting roses for me one time. And taking up for me when they were posting porn in my threads. You do have a kind heart. Then you turned around and jumped my ass about something inconsequescial... (that word somehow sounds like a Lounge Machine word...no, that sequesiter...)

I had a sick husband for a lot of years, (Guillian Barre Syndrome) and he turned me into the Bitch I am sometimes. Nah, I'm never bitchy...I hate bitchy. HE was the one who was bitchy...and made a good woman leave home. I never said an unkind word to him. He cursed me and hurt my feelings for years.

He's dead now. Suffered tremendously for 6yrs. w/prostate cancer. His second wife tho had to deal with it. I think he just lived longer than she thought he would.

[zeronumber]

I'm a prick, I'm not afraid to admit it.

[FasterPussycat]

Originally posted by zeronumber
I'm a prick, I'm not afraid to admit it.

A brave man!

[Ally_Kat]

weee!

Move over, Miss Manners
Cell phone users as considerate as you are few and far between in this country of 171.2 million cell phone subscribers. The public appreciates not hearing the intimate details of your date the night before, and the fact that you don't answer your phone in the company of others does not go unnoticed. You use the environmental settings on your phone so as not to disrupt, you excuse yourself when you need to make or receive an important call, and you talk at a low, unobtrusive level. While not one to draw attention to yourself, be proud. Then politely call or text your family, friends, and coworkers and pass on your cell phone manners knowledge.

[zeronumber]

We get rotharmy on are cell's now? Kick ass.

[Cathedral]

What, you don't have a web browser on yours?
I do but don't have the service subscription, cause if i did i'd never get any work done, lol.
My cell is strictly for business use only anyway, time is money, lol.

[Cathedral]

Originally posted by Katydid
Cathedral I thought you got baptized. You are talking like you already backslidden.

Back to rounding up the F troop again aye?

I still remember you posting roses for me one time. And taking up for me when they were posting porn in my threads. You do have a kind heart. Then you turned around and jumped my ass about something inconsequescial... (that word somehow sounds like a Lounge Machine word...no, that sequesiter...)

I had a sick husband for a lot of years, (Guillian Barre Syndrome) and he turned me into the Bitch I am sometimes. Nah, I'm never bitchy...I hate bitchy. HE was the one who was bitchy...and made a good woman leave home. I never said an unkind word to him. He cursed me and hurt my feelings for years.

He's dead now. Suffered tremendously for 6yrs. w/prostate cancer. His second wife tho had to deal with it. I think he just lived longer than she thought he would.

I have not been Baptized and you would be better served to leave MY faith issues to me and God.
My struggles are just that, MY STRUGGLES.
If you wish to pray for me then that would be appreciated, beyond that it is none of your business.

But if you insist on sticking your nose into it then answer me these questions:

1. Where was God when my first wife died and left me to raise our daughter all alone?

2. Where was God when my first born from that marriage was killed in a car wreck?

3. Where was God when my second wife got MS and was taken out of the lives of me and our youngest daughter?

4. Where was God when i got laryngial cancer?

I have lived my life always believing in God, always trusting that if i did the right thing i would be blessed beyond belief.
I have gone from church to church looking for the ultimate place to worship among people who weren't so focused on getting into my wallet beyond what God expects from me.
But in the end, I am always on the losing end of damn near any experience that most people are supposed to find joyous.

I was just cut open and explored again and am waiting to find out what the biopsy has to say about it all, and in the meantime i do nothing but think of how my little girl is going to make it in life without her mother or father, so excuse the fuck out of me if i dissapoint you in any religious way.

Since i was 8 years old i have always had to be strong. i had to watch my parents self destruct in the most violent way possible.
I have always given more of myself to people, some that didn't even deserve it, and been thrown into situations i wouldn't wish upon my enemies.
But i always managed to pick myself up and carry on the best way i knew how.
I have been told all my life that God doesn't put any more on us than we can handle, well guess what, katy....That's a bunch of bullshit.

I suffer from depression drugs can't cure and these days i am pretty much whacked out and certifiably crazy, so you tell me what the fuck i am expected to do?
My mind has snapped because too much has been forced into it, more than i can handle and that is the fucking truth.

So tell me katy, WHERE IS GOD?
Do you know what keeps me going?
My little girl telling me everyday that she loves me, her just walking up to me and giving me a kiss on the cheek for no damn reason at all, that is the only thing that even keeps me in this flesh age.

I am getting so sick and tired of the world and people like you that have this warped sense of christianity where you think if you shove the bible down people's throats they will respond and you will get those blessed brownie points that you think will allow you to stand before God and smile with confidence.

Well you are wrong on that count, katy.
The only job a christian is supposed to do spiritually is spread the gospel to those who will accept it.
The true christian will shake the dust from their feet as a testimony to those that deny him.

In my case, I am apparently not worthy of God's blessings because i have lost damn near everything that ever meant anything to me on this earth. I have prayed to God for answers and strength to keep going, but he doesn't answer and things just get tougher.

I am beyond my limits, and i'm tired of trying to cope.
I just want peace in my life until my baby grows up and sets out on the journey of her own life, but i may be denied that as well.

So answer my questions, katy, or shut the fuck up and go back to your bullshit site full of lies...yeah, i have been there and you are a religious hypocrite and a liar.

That said, leave me the fuck alone and let God ask me what my problem is, as if he doesn't already know, right?

[Golden AWe]

Good luck and all the best for you, Cathedral...

[Cathedral]

I appreciate that, GA.
I am really geting sick and tired of people calling themselves christians thinking they can force change on a person or even think they have any right not to practice what they preach.

katydid finally struck a nerve, but i should have just ignored here as i usually do.
It's just that her post kept swimming around in my head and replying was unavoidable.

I along with many many others in this world are proof positive that life is a bitch and then you die.
But i'll be damned if i am going to take hypocracy like katybitch spreads with a grain of salt anymore.
I have a mother that does that shit. claims she is obedient to God but is losing her ass financially, lies to people, and the latest is she is telling me i am going to be healed, etc. etc. etc. and i'm just plain fed the fuck up with it all.

I try to keep some things private, but maybe by exposing some of my own demons, someone can benefit from it, i dunno.
The goal was not to garner pity or attention, it is to shut that bitch up because people here are not just a user name, they are living breathing human beings and don't deserve to be patronized.

You reading this katy?
You had better get a check up from the neck up before you draw that last breath.
At least i am honest about my current status with faith, no smoke and mirros, no curtains or tricks, no false prophesying or any of that garbage.
I have watched you swing God around here like your own personal sword and then you go back to your site and post incredible lies, yet you're a christian?

You're pathetic and that is all you are.

[Golden AWe]

Yup, at the moment my mother's going through cancer treatments for the second time in her life, second time during the last five years...my aunt, her sister has breast cancer treatments as well...of all people, the kindest ones get hurt...well, they're both doing well at the moment but I'm really thanking their healthy living habits for the good progress they've had.

Sooo...even if I was looking for a religious back-up for some of these hard times, I'd hardly look for it at the Roth Army where some delusional kant like Katydid keeps on spreading it.