Attila missing is what got my ire. During 2006, I did many rough drafts and complete copies of line drawings. My drawings kept me company. I was very fond of Attila. Nevertheless, I had other drawings and one concept I was working on was a female as a motorcycle body. I recall very vividly chatting about that drawing. I was having trouble pulling the arms as the forks and handlebars into the frame. I laid it aside. It takes me anywhere upward of a 150 line drawings to finalize a line drawing.

During 2006, I had not realized what a dastardly man that claimed to know me. We had just finished spanking (edit).com. I presented the spanking to my professor. I was only a year or so out from the neurological event. I was not seasoned at this point, which leads to a point that should be mentioned.

The compromising of Andy’s and my accounts

Andy’s and my accounts were compromised. Andy and I were using video chat. I was using video chat regularly. An unknown person was recording our video chats. The unknown person would play the recorded video as if they were live. This gave the unknown person a level of trust not availed without video. The unknown person used the videos as identification to prove they were either Andy or I depending on who the unknown person was trying to trick. These videos gained trust and garnered information from Andy and I. This lead Andy and I to chat freely thinking we were indeed speaking to one another. The unknown person would use this knowledge to “prove” that I was chatting to Andy. This went on for a longer than it should. I did not want to believe that I was not speaking to Andy. Moreover, it confused me. It was not until clear over-whelming evidence that Andy and I confirmed that we were indeed not speaking to each other at all times that we had an imposter exploiting our conversations. Moreover, it appeared that the exploitation was being used to speak with me and intimidate us. I think it is noteworthy that during this time Andy was physically assaulted.

Back to the topic at hand, had one picture not survived, I might have thought I threw or gave away the drawings. However, I would not have saved the drawing that I have and discarded or gave away the others. Mainly, I would not have given away or discarded Attila.

It is possible, though not probable, that my physical copies of the work was abscond by someone that was a friend. My friends know that I give freely. There is little need to steal from me. I am not niggardly. If someone cannot afford or not make means to trade and it is not something others or I use daily, I will gladly share. When I could afford to, I gave away cars, what is a drawing to me. Art and creativity comes forth from me like mother’s milk.

I am not irked over the motorcycle drawing. I had laid it aside.
It is just another reminder of what a dastardly man, an example of how his associations are not hale and hearty.

I am irked over Attila. Artist sometimes become fond of certain works. Attila was my friend. My heart lifted when I saw Attila. Even though Attila was produced on newsprint, I cared for it.



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Here is the one drawing that was in the portfolio case.



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There is a 10 image limit on journal entries. That was the first 10 out of 30 that I uploaded.