You probably do cough poop...
Fuck my fucking alcoholic wreck of a father.
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Can't Control your Future. Can't Control your Friends. The women start to hike their skirts up. I didn't have a clue. That is when I kinda learned how to smile a lot. One Two Three Fouir fun ter thehr fuur.Comment
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Well...he fucking did it again.
I don't really remember how the argument started, all I know is that booze was definitely a factor in this because he was at his absolute worst yesterday. At this point, I'm ready to say "fuck school", I'll get a job just to be able to burn by last bridge with the fucker.
What started as a stupid little disagreement turned into him trying to kill me by strangulation and him punching me right square in the jaw, twice. And for a good 20 minutes we get into a huge verbal fight where I call him out on his bullshit and knowing that he can't face the truth, he proceeds to fire back at me calling me every single dirty, disgusting name under the sun. That's when I KNOW that I'm telling the truth, when all he can do is insult me.
However, the fact that he tried to kill me and punched me in the face twice (I'm lucky my jaw is not broken.) is NOT what hurt the most, what hurt the most was after our verbal fight when he admitted something to me that should have been said a long time ago. He said that he never wanted a kid. If I were never born, then his marriage wouldn't have gone to shit.
So, how about that? I find out that for nineteen fucking years, he's been lying to me, my mother, his mother and everyone else in his fucking life if what he said to me was the truth.
I threatened to get a job and to start working my way out of his life, and he responded by telling me that I'm not worth shit, that I'll never be able to hold down a minimum wage job and that I'll never contribute to society in any way and that I should just go commit suicide. Fucking beautiful.
I then told him that he should consider himself lucky that I stayed out of trouble my entire adolescence, I never did drugs, I never drank excessively (like he does), I've never smoked, and I have never been arrested. And you know what he says? "That explains why you're a fucking loser with no social life." Are you fucking kidding me? Besides the fact that since I started college last September, I've been much more socially active than I have been ever in my life, but keeping my nose clean and not doing self-destructive things makes me a fucking loser in his eyes? He's a real piece of shit if he really, truly thinks that way.How do you spell pretentious? S-A-M-M-Y H-A-G-A-RComment
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Yep...time to get a job and move out.Writing In All Proper Case Takes Extra Time, Is Confusing To Read, And Is Completely Pointless.Comment
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How do you spell pretentious? S-A-M-M-Y H-A-G-A-RComment
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